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A look Ahead

I survived Kamiah and the drive. And I took one picture. :(  We went to Kamiah Days, kids got to ride the four wheeler and ride in the Mustang.  I got to drive the Mustang.  :)  Luke didn't sleep well at all there but seems to be doing better now that we are home.

  I miss Lee but we are doing just fine without him.  By Sunday I may have a different way of thinking.  This trip is harder because I can't talk to him and I have four kids instead of the three I had last year.  But he will be home before I know it.  This week we have soccer, dance, scouts, activity days, MOPS,  soccer, church meeting,  work Bar B Q, a baptism, soccer game, baby blessing.   :)  Add to that homework and all the school stuff we are busy.  But we will make it through. 

I start my new job Monday.  I am a little stressed about it.  Monday is in Nampa but Tuesday is all day in Boise and it just dawned on me I don't have a babysitter those days.  Oops.  I am looking forward to being back to work.  (A neighbor offered to babysit they need the money and I need the help)

Life is good.  I really can't complain.  I wish I could talk to Lee or at least know he is okay.  He doesn't have any phone service so I can only chat with him when they land somewhere with free wifi.   I think they were going to hit Alaska tomorrow. 

I am feeling very blessed. 

We have come to the conclusion that Victoria should be tested for a learning disability.  We are fairly certain that once she is tested that we will be able to find a way to get her brain to start processing words correctly.  At this point we are just setting up appointments to try and figure out whee the brain's  miscommunication is.   It has been an emotional week or so as we weighted all the options. Our question now is do we have the school complete the testing or do we have a private agency do it.  Both have pros and cons for sure. 



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