In order to get new floors and paint we have to pretty much move everything into the house into the garage. "Movers" are coming tomorrow. Dressers need to be moved and will probably won't be accessible to the kids. So I came up with a plan. Actually I saw my aunt do it years ago on vacation and I was going to try it on our trip up north but now get to try it early. I have a million gallon sized bags. So I wrote the days of the week on three sets of bags and then each bag has a whole outfit for a kid. So in the morning all they have to do is find the bag with their name and the day and poof there is their whole outfit including underwear and socks. I think it will work well and I am excited to make this packing thing easier. Lee suggested I should have used shopping bags that we have a ton of. Yup probably. Would have been cheaper for sure.
I sometimes wonder where to draw the line in this whole blogging thing. I could make us look like the "perfect" family or I could deal with all of our disappointment and make everybody think that we quite possible have the worse life ever. Or maybe there is a middle ground somewhere that I have yet to find in this blog. Today was a rough day. Don't get me wrong I am so excited that everybody around me is having babies. But for some reason today I was caught up in the losses all over again. I am wondering when it stops. Maybe it never does. Maybe it will be a life time of wondering what if I would have gone full term. Several people have asked when (or if) we are going to have another baby. I am not sure. Sometimes that answer is yes and sometimes it is no. But one thing is for certain it isn't right now. Really I don't need to have a ton of kids to fill some void. I love my two kids and if that is all ...
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