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Death Sentences and Moving On

I have started writing lots of time but I just never finished.  I have several drafts that I never published.

We had a family meeting with the doctor.  The cancer is a death sentence.  However it could be years before it comes to that.  It is scary.  But my guess is the fatal blow will be a heart attack. 

I am searching for a new job.  One that is part time.  I am not sure if I will find the perfect one.  My job at the state was "reclassified" and now I am going back to doing something I don't really want to do.  But I have a job that is semi flexible.  I wish we had work at home privileges but we don't. 

Victoria started a new after school program that is going really well.  Actually yesterday was her first day and she loved it.  Jake is now in a 2/3rd grade combo class and is learning at a 3rd grade level.  He is finally getting challenged a bit. 

Only two more football games and I am ready to be done until soccer.  The plan is that Jake will start swimming lessons when he starts the after school program at the Y.  Victoria just doesn't want to give up dance although next year she is talking about cheering. 

I have been working on decluttering the house.  I need more organization if both Lee and I are going to be working full time. 

Well I guess that is it.  Lee is still enjoying his job and they are giving him some tasks that are challenging him.

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