I love T-Ball. I love that every kid gets to hit. I love how everybody cheers for everybody. I love that the coaches are unpaid and are really about teaching he kids how to play. I love that there is no scores. I love that the parents step up and help out with being base and hitting coaches. I love how the parents know all the kids names and cheer for them by name. I LOVE T-Ball. I am a little sad this is Jake's last year.
I sometimes wonder where to draw the line in this whole blogging thing. I could make us look like the "perfect" family or I could deal with all of our disappointment and make everybody think that we quite possible have the worse life ever. Or maybe there is a middle ground somewhere that I have yet to find in this blog. Today was a rough day. Don't get me wrong I am so excited that everybody around me is having babies. But for some reason today I was caught up in the losses all over again. I am wondering when it stops. Maybe it never does. Maybe it will be a life time of wondering what if I would have gone full term. Several people have asked when (or if) we are going to have another baby. I am not sure. Sometimes that answer is yes and sometimes it is no. But one thing is for certain it isn't right now. Really I don't need to have a ton of kids to fill some void. I love my two kids and if that is all ...
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